My step brother was just killed fighting in Iraq, my world is crashing down around me....?

Am very sorry for the lost of a loving one. There's nothing i could say that would make you forget the pain that you are going throw. Even thou he p away in your heart you will always have hes memory. The only thing that could help you in moments like this is God you need to pray and ask him to help you and your boyfriend to move on with your life. Nothing is impossible and if you believe and try to let god in your life there is going to be a Miracle.